YTuesday, November 29, 2005
home stinkz.ppl keep pickin at me and my mistakes..im wit my sister for goodnesss sake!! wtf! i cant hang out wit my sister and brother now?? im CONFUSED. wat and who do u wan me to be with?? tell me. tell me wat makes you happy and i'll do it. if provin you right is wat delights you. then fine.im gona quit school and be a dropout.and u can put the blame on me and tell everyone that u've advised me fer me shytz.without even fcukin realising that u are the cause fer your children's downfall.i thought for ONCE there..u were gona change.BUT i gez im wrong.u never will change cuz it is just you.people ard u suffer cuz of ur ego and blindness to wat reality is now. THIS IS NOT THE 1960s!!!people who hangout at cafes till the middle of the nite are not necessarily uneducated. u expect me to be a good kid and go home after school and werk?? why not u forbid me from makin frenz???? will that make u feel more at ease.oh FUCK.wait.u can also LOCK ME IN THE EFFIN ROOM and dun let me go out till i rot and DIE!!!!!!! how abt that??!! come on..i need space to breathe...away from you..wit my frens to unwind..not every conversation that we make hafta have a reason..u dun talk to ppl only if there is something important to talk abt.WAT BORING LIFE are U EXPECTING ME TO LEAD??!!! dun u dare say it's for my own good.cuz i noe wat i want in life.and im werkin towards it.u just dun fcukin noe me like my sis and bro does.u just give a shyt abt u and ur repo.
FOR ONCE>think of us and how we mite feel with every statement that u made.
cuz today.u officially bled my heart with ur words..and tho the pain will dissapear, the scar will always remain.
_callous_ was here with you at
